Friday, January 10, 2020

In The Stepping Down Ward, Brixton, Clinical Waste Bins Holding Our Doors Open

Throughout the night, a figure wearing
A Klu Klux Klan costume is staring
Out from the sick bay opposite mine,
And I risk undoing my scar line
With anything more than muted sobs.
The nurses come in to do their obs,
Brush against my nasogastric tube,
Make me tractable, with the white cube
Of his hood, bed and pillows behind;
But then, like the Kahins who divined
In their utterances of foresight,
I must not cry loudly in the night. 

Thursday, January 02, 2020

He Intervenes Through Our Compassion

He intervenes through our compassion,
As pain and malabsorption ration
Opportunities to write;
Then rousing the carer with my ashen,
Elongated fingers, I fashion
These two queries in the night:
Could you reduce the amount you drink?
How can I mount you, do you think?

After Having Seven Organs Wholly Or Partly Resected

I act the husband, act
The brother, and question whether
My integrity extends to being the son,
Mechanisms missing or welded together
As a deactivated gun
With its housing intact.